i don’t think any words could explain just how much i hate every inch of my body, head to toe
If you don’t love me anymore, say it. If you we won’t be together again, say it. If you’ve now moved on, say it. If you just believe that there will never be a you and me again, just say it. Because i sit here day after day, thinking of you. You made me happier then any other person could. But at this point you’ve torn me down so far, that i’m not really sure how to feel about love. Although it hurts to much to say, i know i have to. I’d rather hear that you don’t love me, or we won’t work out again. Then to sit here and have this hope that one day you will be by my side again. You meant and still mean the world to me, and in a way, i wish i knew how to make all these feelings go away it go away. Because in my world its always been you, and it will forever be you. Everyday it tears me down farther and farther and i’m now so lost for words, so confused, so hurt and surely miss you much more then you will ever miss me. I’d rather hear i mean nothing to you anymore, then to believe that you will once be mine again when truthfully i may never see you again. If she means more to you, go for it. i want you to be happy, but if crushing me further down then i already am, and just admitting to your feelings is what you have to do. Do it. If you really love being with her, or she makes you really happy just admit it please. Because i can’t this “i care, i love you, i wont forget you” when it seems that you never want to speak another word to me. I love you, and i know that for a fact, and i was again willing to never let anything tear us apart when you did and i honestly just don’t want to hurt anymore. but then again i don’t know if that will ever be possible again.